Another sleepless, watchful night

Just give me time
And I’ll know I’ll be right where I want to be
And in time
This will be just a memory
And I’ll find my way back home
Gonna find my way back home
Cause you’ve given me time
Give me hope
Give me love [2x]
Give me time
Give me hope
Give me love
And I’ll find my way back home
All I need is time
Whoo
Cause all I need is time
Then I’ll find my way back home
And I’ll be fine
All I need is time

Another sleepless night and the clock never stops ticking. Time is not on my side anymore.
All I know is that I can’t afford making any more mistakes and handle the consequences anymore.
I’ve had enough help from everyone around me. That’s why now I need to solve my own problems and pretend when I have to.
I just realized that I’ve been spending a little too much. I really need to manage my spending.
This weekend I’ll be going back to my hometown and find a job if that’s still possible.
Whatever it is, right now I really want to do anything but staying at home.
I need a job.
I really really need a job.

and i’m saying this from the bottom of my broken heart. (britney spears la konon)

 

Amelioration is better than alteration

There’s a road – long and winding
The lights are blindin’ – but it gets there
Don’t give up – don’t look back
There’s a silver linin’ – it’s out there somewhere
Everybody wants an answer – everybody needs a friend
We all need a shinin’ star on which we can depend
N’ so tonight we’re gonna wish upon a star
We never wished upon before – (to find what you’re
looking for)

If that’s somehow correct. Yes, amelioration is a better way to not only remind others but to also remind yourself that nobody is flawless including you. Simply put, nobody is perfect. Even you. To ameliorate  is to upgrade or improve something or someone’s attitude without being completely faultfinding. Deplorably, not everyone understands the true definition of upgrading someone’s behavior hence all the judgements made by the miserable people lacking sagacity and wisdom.

How do you surmount this problem?

Karma will sure enough brush these people down the hard way one of these days. It’s more than enough to watch these people fail and fall down on their knees sooner or later.

Let me remind you that you can judge anybody at your own will but in the long run, you will see that you’re in no way capable of stopping karma.
So please stop judging people.